Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i surrender

if it makes you feel better that im the one at wrong in the first place.then i apologize.

i dont want to linger on this issue any further.it will make both of us miserable.since u have already told people about this then i think it makes no use for me to explain it further.afterall people are already judging me already.

thanks for all your effort to create the din and end up im the one who is hurt and blamed for.





if this entry ever hurt someone then good for you.
i want to explain so much, i want to let u know what actually happen but i suppose now all these things are redundant.

go ahead and get everyone to be on ur side and pity you.they already are on ur side after u have told them ur part.so its useless for me anyway.


after so long and nobody actually know me well enough to think that i will not be so petty and act so childish.this is unbelievable.

clovered @ 4/15/2009 2:46:51 am
have you listened?  

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Monday, March 23, 2009
just in case you think we are push-overs

first of all, let me make it clear.i always say i am not against anyone in the blog entry, but this time i am letting you know that i AM aiming at somebody.not one, but a whole lot of them.

 

i just got retrenched by my previous company.altho the fact that they said it is not named as being retrenched.it is named as being "let go in the times of economic crisis"

seriously if you were to tell me you sack me, i would have taken it.but the fact that i dont find any reason you will want to sack me because i believe that i worked my fair share in the company compared to a handful of them

of course i have no rights to complain since i am not a part of the management and i dont really know how to suck-up to the right people in the company.i have done things that i self-proclaim that helped the company alot but oh well, afterall its self-proclaimed.

the company wouldnt have to face high cost if they hire people who are able to work and are working actually.all the people hired are always late for work and always leave early because the bosses are not around and the fact that they DO NOT need to clock in and out.

if i was given a job and all i do is talk big and wait for miracle to happen, i would do it most willingly.if all i do is to sit there and stare at the computer the whole day even tho the restaurant happens to be very busy,i would do it.if i can ask my friend to sit down at the restaurant the whole day and chat with me during my working hours,i would do the job.

if in the first place hiring a operation manager helps to improve the attitude of the floor crew was the plan,i will tell you now that the plan failed,HUGE.instead of asking for feedback, he takes our feedback like wind that passes him.so irresponsible yet no one finds out.such a miracle, and also proves that the bosses are not seeing the right thing.

like one of the customer told me, "kitchen are the backbone of the restaurant" but the first department on the chopping board is the kitchen staffs.such thoughtful bosses isnt it.its identical to doctors who just remove the backbone of a patient just because its taking too  much space.

and then the worst thing is that after they put you on the chopping board, they start being "SO" nice to you.can u believe it?such hypocrites.jeez.

the boss doesnt even tell you straight that you are being fired.they have to go through our head chef.its not as if im working in a hotel.im working in restaurant that can hardly support themselves.im working in a place where everyone is back stabbing everyone.

isnt restaurant suppose to have lesser politics and more friendly pple.afterall since the fact that the restaurant holds lesser people.and im sure thats the reason why i decided to work in a restaurant in the first place.

 

 

 

well, i din mention i was exactly sad that i left the place.i kind of relieved.
at least i dont have to act all nice all the time.


clovered @ 3/23/2009 5:03:50 pm
(3) listened  

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Monday, January 19, 2009
im turing 21.oh lord stop time!

this is so unacceptable.

im actually counting to my 21st year on earth.this is unbelievable.
im not looking forward to it at all.im not ready to accept the fact tat im suppose to face the society through maturity and responsibility.




although im ready to accept it as any normal birthday i had for the passed 20 years,the people around me seems to make a big deal,if not huge deal out of it.
it doesnt mean that i will grow into a different people the minute i turn 21 isnt it?why does 21 seem like such a big deal.....there are 31 41 51 and so on...






its not the end of the world.dont make such a big deal.
im not ready to handle it.

clovered @ 1/19/2009 5:36:59 pm
(2) listened  

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
me?

i cant help but to feel the drift.

is it me?

but then it takes both hands to clap.....

clovered @ 10/22/2008 11:44:34 pm
(1) listened  

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Monday, October 13, 2008
i cant say it.

i seriously think that some friends dont deserve a 2nd chance.why do you have to wait til now then show that side to me.
is it because you are too comfortable with us til you dont have to watch what "stupid" comments you make in front of us?or is it that you think we are immune to your "utterly" straight-forwardness that you can just anyhow say things.





if you are so humane then what are we?





or maybe its just me?
i hate to think that its just me cause i will feel that im childish,moronic and retarded.






















sick of life.sick of living.cant stand it.
get me outta here!





everybody is moving on.i dont want to step on the same spot forever.

clovered @ 10/13/2008 8:34:57 pm
(3) listened  

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Wendy Ng Wenyi is my name.Unfortunately arrived on this earth on 16 Feb 1988.That means im a definite Aquarius.Currently embarking in a new journey @ Shatec and enjoying every moment of it.Once a soul of Yuhua Secondary School.Proud member of Yuhua Concert Band once.Simply love to be sarcastic.Absolutely adores talking.I can be quite a handful sometimes.And i'm offically a chef..

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