this is so unacceptable.

im actually counting to my 21st year on earth.this is unbelievable.
im not looking forward to it at all.im not ready to accept the fact tat im suppose to face the society through maturity and responsibility.




although im ready to accept it as any normal birthday i had for the passed 20 years,the people around me seems to make a big deal,if not huge deal out of it.
it doesnt mean that i will grow into a different people the minute i turn 21 isnt it?why does 21 seem like such a big deal.....there are 31 41 51 and so on...






its not the end of the world.dont make such a big deal.
im not ready to handle it.