I’m not going lie, having a lot of money is nice. Money can buy you things, nice things. However, the cliché is true - money cannot buy you happiness, and having it doesn’t mean that you are a successful person. After several years, I realized that the more money I made, the less satisfied I became. Days started to blend into one another, time flew by, and I deeply longed for something with more meaning.

"Many of us don’t get the results we want, because we don’t know what it is we actually want. Not knowing what we want is like jumping on a random train, blind-folded. It might take us to a city we’ll enjoy, but it might not. It is completely random and we have no control over where the train goes."

wow in a blink of an eye, i have graduated from shatec for 2 whole months.(okay so i havent receive the cert. yet.)

some of my classmates have also enter army already.
time really dont wait for anyone.

im starting work too.not sure to be happy or not.
i mean the life of not working is actually quite relaxing.but the thought of not having paid is really pathetic.i have to be calculative of every single cent.so painful.

now that i have found a job.i wont have to worry bout money but im sure once i start to work,i not sure when will it be my next rest.

its less than 6 months to my 21st birthday.
i cant believe im already that old.
i need to work hard i suppose. :D

it has been weeks since i graduated!
the air at home seems to be very tasty if not i dont see a reason to make me feel so lazy to go look for a job.

have been heading out with my classmates for the so-called "gathering"
its nice to gather with them because they are so goddamn funny.and one matter seems to be always at the tip of their mouth.

"when are u actually going on a diet?!"
"when can u cut down ur weight?"

its okay that they just mention this once or twice.seriously....they mention it every 3 minutes.the way they force me to go on a diet is seriously so funny,hilarious in fact.

and then they read my blog and make stupid comments.
when are they going to stop AH!(haha~)

luckily they are going off to army soon!
yay!






and its time i need to seriously look for a job.
i dont have a black hole for the amount of money that i can spend.

in the beginning stage when a man and woman start wanting each other, sex hormones such as testosterone and estrogens are released.

the desire to want each other grows more intense,and dopamine and serotonin are produced .Serotonin is the most important chemical in love. It makes a person temporary insane.

the next stage is when a man and woman wants to become more intimate,  which eventually leads to sex or marriage. here, the brain discharges oxytocin and vasopressin. Oxytocin is not only released when a man and woman engage in sexual behaviour but also when a mother breastfeeds a baby. Research says that a woman's love for a child was the same as love.

what's more interesting is serotonin. it makes a person blind  to another person's fault. it will most likely remain high for 2 years, the most 3-4 years at the longest.



sometimes the end of a relationship was because the person was just being faithful to the chemical reaction of their body.

i just saw ur entry for me.
i guessed that "ungrateful" friends seems to be pointing finger at me.

i just typed out alot of things to tell you.
but whats the point.i cant change wad u think.
so im living with it.